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Sunday, 24 November 2013

Trust Not Technocracy

Posted on 02:31 by simmo
Few things give me such mixed feelings as hearing people discourse to laypeople in technobabble, as if It is all magic spells and you must TRUST ME.  When done right and done well, it's not a bad thing; with the wrong attitude or intent, you see the wrong results.  Either way, there is far too much trust in technology and in those who develop it.  I am as guilty as everybody else studying computers: we can hardly resist saying the "magic words" - legit terminology we know they don't understand - and watch delightfully as the audience responds with instant respect.  This effect is not good at all.  (The other parallel, dumbing-down technology as pop computer science, is not much better, but in this post I will just look at the first case.)

Disclaimer:  I honestly believe anyone, with the time and proper instruction, could excel at math and technology.

What I Am Learning (as a computer science major):
  1. Math.  My degree requires three months of stats, six months of calculus, and six months of discrete (a hodgepodge of set theory, probability, proofs, graphs, etc.). 
    1. There is really nothing mystical about these classes.  Stats is about punching buttons on a calculator.  Calculus and discrete are about juggling long lists of rules, staring at pictures, and headdesking.
    2. You don't have to be smart or intuitive.  I still haven't got there and probably never will.  You only have to be horribly stubborn and hardheaded, and find some patient teachers/tutors/superheroes.
    3. For the record, calculus 1 & 2 aren't harder to understand than precalculus 2.  They just take a lot more time.  
  2. Programming.  They call the different programming methods "languages" for a reason.  You literally learn programming like you learn Spanish or German or any other language.  Lots of homework and memorization.
    1. Programming involves math, but overall it is much easier.  You get to check your answer as you go, and it's like a puzzle: if a piece fits, you'll know it, and if it doesn't, you'll almost always know that, too.
    2. Learning to write code is like immersion language-learning.  When you start, you just type what you're told to type.  You only understand about 1% of what you're doing.  Gradually it makes sense.  Gradually what you read in the book makes sense.
    3. Again with the analogy: programming involves grammar-like rules and terminology.  (That's where the technospeak comes in.)  Just like verb conjugations, programming grammar rules help direct your learning and make it easier and easier to learn more quickly.
  3. Data Structures, Algorithms, and Hardware. 
    1. Data structures - basically every kind of list you could ever imagine or want.  Plus trees and graphs and other linked structures, involving points connected to each other. 
    2. Algorithms - "to do" lists and loops.  Sets of instructions.  Ways of doing things.  Sequences of steps.  Not magic.  (Confession: next quarter is when I actually take the "algorithms" course, but I have been studying algorithms all along, so the gist of it is here.)
    3. Hardware - how computers work electronically.  Computer science only takes an introductory look at this part.
  4. Hacking
    1. The computer science degree doesn't require you to study security (or breaches of security).  That and networks are more the focus for the information technology degree.  Computer engineers, by further contrast, learn more about the electronics/hardware of a computer, and less about the programming/software or networks.
    2. In one lecture, the guest professor demonstrated what must be the mildest form of hacking.  It was extremely boring and read-only.  
And - that's all there is to it!

No, that really is all there is to it.

This is not to belittle the degree, only to put it under a light and dust off anything that disguises its meaning.  It is cool stuff to learn; it continues to leave me awestruck and (just healthily) proud.  On the other hand, I find it sad that the terminology often leaves people with the wrong impression.  Computers science is more down-to-earth and accessible than its reputation says.  I want to see more people studying it - doesn't matter if they're college students or self-taught learners, for income or for personal enrichment.

The truth is, there are technology-savvy people - of varying degrees of skill - with less than benevolent intentions.  I don't just mean people who start viruses and steal identites; I mean people who simply use their knowledge wrongly.  They can, for example, price their services outrageously high and get away with it, because their customers believe the illusion that those services are actually worth that much.  Even with very rudimentary services, you'd be surprised how easily a customer can be legally, openly scammed, without them ever being the wiser.   Of course, if this happens on a small scale, it can happen on a large one.

The point here is, simply, public knowledge.  Technology is not an equalizing sphere of society.  Everyone owns a computer, but what percentage can describe how the internet operates?  Technology, in fact, is an area that inherently creates hierarchy and elitism.  In the future this may change - for now, this is how it is.

The public needs to educate itself.  As if we lived back in ancient times where only the upper class could read...everyone must educate themselves.  If you have internet or a public library with internet, you have the means to learn.  Any little aspect of computers you understand is a step forward!  Take that as your starting point, and find out what the next or related step is.  Every piece of knowledge counts.  Learn what you can, so you won't have to trust potentially shady characters. 

I am being serious.  I don't want to see any kind of class system, and yet here we have one on the verge of reality.  Or maybe it's already here.  We would tolerate the abuse of technology less if we had the capability of protecting ourselves.  Should we increase tolerance or capabilities?
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Tuesday, 21 May 2013

Greatness.

Posted on 21:25 by simmo
A lonely golden evening ...
© meghla_akashe_pori

Truly great people aren't great by nature.  Greatness takes effort.  Greatness takes something out of a person, leaves a hollow in their humanity where natural, self-preserving pride used to rule and still tries to haunt them.  But there has to be an empty space, else greatness wouldn't hurt.

They must be humble enough to earn pain, and that is not only what they know, but what they can't see or will never learn about - half by circumstance, half by their disposition to turn the other cheek.  They are the people considered safe and comfortable to hate, because the world has nothing to fear from them.  They are the ones nobody likes to look at, and the ones everybody goes out of their way not to hear.

They are quiet voices with loud, unpopular thoughts.  They wear a Light on their sleeve that dazzles the sun and stops traffic when drivers aren't looking over their shoulders.  They are Atlas, hunched over, out of sight, under a globe.  They are the beautiful center of that earth, which nobody believes in.

Truly great people are labelled wrong behind their backs, since it is too inconvenient to look them in the eyes.  In the larger scheme of things, it means nothing, because they know that, for better or worse, a label does not make a person.  It will not hide their greatness, or their weaknesses.  If it would do either, it is because the world is camouflaged around worldly characteristics.  But even this is useless, since truly great people look past all camouflage, and accept whatever is left as the truth.
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Thursday, 14 March 2013

Call it "segueway"

Posted on 10:26 by simmo
Waiting in-between classes on my last day of winter quarter.  The other day I realized I don't have any warm and fuzzy sentimental feelings about the end of this quarter - now that is progress.  That means I have learned something.  That's what's important today.  It's not the end of anything, just a segue to the next adventure.

There are only two and a half weeks left of Lent as well, which makes me a bit sad.  Not that I am not looking forward to finishing the self-denial part of Lenten discipline (I gave up Owl City, Sky Sailing, and Summertime's End, which hasn't felt easy!), but it is has been my first time really observing Lent, and very good for me mentally and spiritually.  I resumed reading the Bible (right now, the Old Testament) regularly and felt ashamed of my rusty - in some cases, absent - memories of some parts of it.  I've tended to find the Old Testament (apart from Psalms) often difficult to instantly connect to, but the book of Daniel was an awesome, moving read.  What Christian today has not felt his sense of isolation and the constant tests to his conscience?  There is nothing new under the sun; Sunday school teachers do not teach you about Daniel for nothing.

On the other hand, though I will be wistful when Lent ends, the end of Lent means Easter, Resurrection.  It is a sobering thing to remember life is always worth living because the perfect, sinless Man died so we can live.  I believe I have blogged that before, but it's something I repeat to myself whenever I struggle with depression (something I try not to blog about).  Resurrection is life, and life is victory; as much as possible, I try remember I'm on the side of victory and should live under the realization of every glory, beauty, and responsibility that means.  It's a great responsibility; that Victory is not only something worth dying for, but something worth living for.
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Sunday, 30 December 2012

2012 (introspective) recap

Posted on 20:23 by simmo
It makes me smile to look back at my New Year 2012 posts.  Overall, it was a great year - better yet, I didn't need my goals and dreams to make it so.

I felt I went into 2012 with reasonable expectations.  What I hadn't factored in was the possibility that the first six months would be some of the happiest of my life.  I had a comfortable, quiet, hobbit-like schedule, and I regained some self-confidence and optimism that had been missing for a long time.  For the first time in eons, the season of summer meant something to me, and I actually spent hours reading outside (helped, indeed, by having grown out of allergies!).  Things seemed more or less perfect, which, not surprisingly, made subsequent attempts to be "content with change" a bit hard, though not nearly so hard as it could have been.  

Somewhat early in fall quarter, depression did find me again, at an unexpected time and for unexpected reasons.  There was a Sunday school song that I learned as a kid - for some reason it came to mind rather recently - and part of it goes "Only a boy named David / But he could pray and sing."  It strikes me now as an incredibly brilliant, simple statement of fact: even if you are utterly powerless, you still have the ability to pray and sing, to God's glory.  And that ability is a blessing in itself.

Everything is fine now - this year has left me with some permanent change for the best.  Though a bit hesitantly, I'm looking forward to 2013, and Bilbo's optimism struck a chord in me: "I do believe the worst is behind us!"  In a sense, he is wrong, because bad things keep happening.  But he is right, in that he can deal with it better now than he could have, prior to his many adventures.

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Tuesday, 13 November 2012

When Not to Read

Posted on 17:14 by simmo
Excellent post over at Thoughts of a Shieldmaiden today - be sure to read it if you have a couple minutes. 

I'm really tired of all this rot about "reading levels" and such.  There's too often a temptation to pair reading level with content, and so parents leave it to schools, publishers, and other individuals (with their own agenda) to decide what is appropriate reading.  Of course, "appropriate" translates to anything that pushes the boundary without exactly going over it.  (I don't mind getting specific - I find it ironic that Twilight was lauded for being a "chaste" series, and yet the author's response to the Fifty Shades fanfic was "not my thing, but that's great!")

So....authors have a little bit of responsibility, too.  It would be nice to sit back and believe that YA books will be read by the right audience, but if you've ever been a bookworm, you know that kids who like to read will graduate to the next "level" as soon as they can.  On top of that, younger children want to be part of the same fandoms that their older siblings enjoy.  I'm not saying that some "darker" books don't have a place, but I would advocate getting rid of the YA category and placing books with darker themes in the grown-ups' category.  In the meantime, while we still have this gray-area YA variety, it's worth keeping in mind that somebody very young could end up reading your book, perhaps per the recommendation of their librarian (it happens).

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Wednesday, 7 November 2012

Let's talk forever just to past the time

Posted on 23:27 by simmo
Juan de Fuca Strait
It's taken me some time, searching for a new calendar, to realize next year isn't 2012.  This has felt like one of the shortest years of my life, which means I am getting old. 

The election and my cold threw my writing schedule off - the last week has been all about taking naps and staying glued to the internet.  Now, both are about over, and fall quarter is getting close to finished.  Life might not run in circles, but it seems like it's come full circle.  I've had to rethink and deal with stuff from what seems like a long time ago, actually not long at all in the bigger notion of things.  I've started to take some comfort in the thought that years are short.  Of course, it means every new year makes the past further away, but it also makes it closer in memory.

I'm a nostalgic person by nature, never thought about my future as much as most people do.  This could seem like a disadvantage, but it can be quite liberating.  Every time something you've dreamed about comes true, you feel encouraged.  It was a dream, not a plan; plans are good at falling flat or short of expectations.  If your dreams stay dreams only, then at least you haven't lost anything.. 
Carya cordiformis, Western Sky
© Bob Gutowski

Even at this age, I am no closer to being like everybody else than I ever have been.  It makes me smile to see how society promotes individuality, when it really doesn't.  If you are really intent on being yourself and following God, there's few that would back you up, and even fewer who understand.  And I, in my weakness, always want to run for human help whenever I feel really alone - that's the hardest thing to get over.

Following God wholeheartedly is always worth it, though.  It doesn't matter whether your best plans are flawless or pitiful; if you're willing to be stubborn about following Him, He will watch out for you, through depression and apathy and every evil.  He'll give you the strength you need to be true to Him.
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Wednesday, 24 October 2012

The real world

Posted on 22:55 by simmo
Adam, I'm abashed it took me so long...but I get this song now.
I'm tired of people cussing their heads off on the sidewalk.  I'm tired of people caustically bashing my political views as if they aren't legit.  I'm tired of people being oh-so-careful not to offend anybody or anything, except my faith.  I refuse to live in those people's reality. 
Suppose we have only dreamed, or made up, all those things–trees and grass and sun and moon and stars and Aslan himself. Suppose we have. Then all I can say is that, in that case, the made-up things seem a good deal more important than the real ones. . .So, thanking you kindly for our supper, if these two gentlemen and the young lady are ready, we’re leaving your court at once and setting out in the dark to spend our lives looking for Overland. Not that our lives will be very long, I should think; but that’s a small loss if the world’s as dull a place as you say.
Dear reader, don't ever feel stupid just because you're not worldly-'wise'. If that's what's meant by intelligence, it's better to be ignorant.
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Wednesday, 10 October 2012

Prayer

Posted on 18:26 by simmo
Something I have learned about prayer in the last year or so is that it is not about emotion.  It's not about what you feel.  All the times I needed prayer the most, the only thing I felt was spiritual sickness, apathy, emotional emptiness.  Excuses for not praying crossed my mind--I could say I was afraid of being insincere, not wanting to open the can of worms that were my emotions, too closely related, as I thought, with my subpar spiritual life.  But that's not the truth.

The verse that says "pray without ceasing" (1 Thess. 5:17) does not add any exceptions to that statement.  It doesn't confine prayer to only the purest moments of your life or the nicest sides of your emotions.  I have found that prayer was the most vital when I was at my worst, when my emotions or my thoughts were at their most base, distant, and fearful, when the temptation was there to think my prayers were useless or I wasn't good enough to pray.  When my mind was in a race with my emotions, trying to pray when everything else inside me wanted to embrace negativity and unhappiness.

God answers even these prayers.

It doesn't mean His answer is always my version of "yes," but He always answers.  It doesn't mean my emotions turn suddenly positive, but I know He is there.  Many people try to assert that Christianity is just a religion and God is just whom you believe in.  I can't change their minds, but I can give my own perspective: I "believe" in a lot of things, but I know God is there.

The only analogy that comes to mind is love, especially brotherly love.  You can't explain love, just as you can't explain unselfishness.  You know it when you see it.  Is there any logic, any scientific reason why one person should care more about another person's life than their own?

God is love.
   
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Thursday, 14 June 2012

Good-bye to ergs, kettles, gelifluction...

Posted on 14:58 by simmo

Shall I miss you, landforms?  I think not.  Not soon, in any case.  Still, I am amused at how much I have learned--so much so that when "föhn" and mirages are mentioned in South, by Shackleton, I feel mighty happy.

So ends my colourful career at community college. 

It really strikes me that I have learned more in the non-academic sense than in the academic sense (which in itself has been a lot of learning).  Jolly good.  I feel hopeful that this summer will be chock-full of even more learning and (extra hopefully) accomplishments following the to-do list in an organized fashion.. 

HAPPY SUMMER. 
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Wednesday, 30 May 2012

Light

Posted on 22:44 by simmo
The sun shall be no more thy light by day; neither for brightness shall the moon give light unto thee: but the Lord shall be unto thee an everlasting light, and thy God thy glory.
Thy sun shall no more go down; neither shall thy moon withdraw itself: for the Lord shall be thine everlasting light, and the days of thy mourning shall be ended.
Isaiah 60:19-20
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Monday, 28 May 2012

Monday at home

Posted on 10:39 by simmo
  • REICHENBACH FALL TONIGHT.  YES.
  • I got a letter of acceptance from the IT--I'm officially a pre-computer-science major this fall.  Gratitude and mixed feelings.
  • Spring quarter ends in 2 1/2 weeks.  Another dose of mixed feelings.
  • Field trip to Mt Rainier in 1 1/2 weeks.
  • It's almost time to get down to the nitty-gritty of publishing my poetry book.  O_O  You know, if I can tolerate the agonies of applying for university, I can most certainly do as much for my book.  Ah, the dread...
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Wednesday, 23 May 2012

Fantasy book helps teen survive waterfall

Posted on 13:06 by simmo
Read here: 'Lucky to be alive,' teen hails rescuers.  Thank God this guy is all right!

The story has been in the papers a few days, but this new article brings two things to mind:
  1. Reading fantasy books is not altogether useless or un-educational.  (I never thought it was!)
  2. Doing your research is always important.  An author, of course, isn't completely responsible for a reader's reaction, but whatever an author does, they should never needlessly portray misleading information that a reader might easily interpret as factual/sensible/a good idea.
I haven't read the Pendragon series, but lots of adventure books have influenced my notions of what to do in a survival situation.  Now, whether I'd remember what their advice was is another question.  : /

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    Tuesday, 24 April 2012

    Rain

    Posted on 21:36 by simmo
    You know you're weird when you rejoice at the return of rain, in your famously rainy climate.

    8:00 pm today, the outdoors still had that rainy, persistently green, cosy-afternoon aspect, more like 4 o'clock with a glowing grey sky.  I thought it was absolutely gorgeous.  Nobody here really understands.  They take a "grass is greener" view of the weather--but really, how could grass be greener in a sunny climate? 

    Sunny weather effects people's emotions in a positive way--the same goes for me, except it's rain instead.  Rain is a sight and sound for sore eyes and ears.  If you made me move to a desert climate, I'd become severely depressed, as if I were a geoduck harvested for an upscale eatery.  (Or something like that.)  Do you understand the feeling?  Everyone feels that way about something.

    By the by, sorry for the lack of in-depth posts.  It's not so much that I have nothing to write about, but there's very little interesting to say.
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    Saturday, 21 April 2012

    Perfect

    Posted on 18:15 by simmo
    Have you ever felt, for a moment, that life is absolutely perfect?  Or, more rarely, that you are exactly who, what, and how you ought to be?  And then you want that moment to last forever.  Nothing changing or leaving it.  You feel so perfectly content, so complete, so truly at equilibrium, and too happy to make light of it by laughing.  You've known the other side, too, and this moment is more beautiful because it is light years away from disappointment, and forgetting doesn't hurt like remembering does.  You feel done wishing for other things--the thing you want most in this moment is only having what you have now until the day you die.  Which impossibility would make you sad if your mind was listless enough to have time to think about it, but your mind is too full comprehending perfection to give way to reality.  Hope instead becomes real, and doubt--doubt's the thing you can laugh over now.  This is what it means to live happily-ever-after.
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    Friday, 30 March 2012

    Hectic week

    Posted on 01:15 by simmo
    Uni transfer application.  *facepalm headdesk headWALL*

    Rethinking my schedule for my last quarter at community college.  Planning to take a geography class that is supposedly to count as a lab science.  It really bothers me that the uni doesn't define lab science--at least for transfer students--anywhere on their admissions website, and the people on the phone can only give me vaguely optimistic theories.  In fact, it bothers me so much, right now I'm up late at night (or is it morning?) trying, via several trains of Google searches, to find the answer.  Failed, needless to say.  Not happy.  If I were to take this class and find out it doesn't count, I'd be seriously unhappy. 

    It'd have been a jolly gloomy spring break if that were all I've been up to.  Well, we worked outside last weekend.  I bought and cut out this pattern today, hope to work on it tomorrow.  Watching The Virginian S4.  My new Kensington mouse came in the mail--best mouse EVER, and on sale too!  Reading The Great Enigma, at long last.  Bought a "poncho"-style tunic top at the thrift store.  All is well in my personal life.

    And it's raining steadily, which to me is a bonus. 

    Good night, good morning, have a nice day, whatever time it happens to be where you are!
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    Monday, 26 March 2012

    Dear Blogger,

    Posted on 21:01 by simmo
    I DON'T WANT THE NEW BLOGGER INTERFACE.  NEVER. 
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    Friday, 23 March 2012

    Dystopia

    Posted on 16:45 by simmo
    Took my last final today--Modern Conflicts.  I think I got an A+, which would be my highest grade for that (usually difficult) class.  Well, I'll find out Monday.

    For all its difficulty, it was an amazing class.  Now when I hear about certain political figures and events on the radio, or in the news, or online, it's not so vague anymore.  My sense of geography is hugely improved.  Off the top of my head, I can at least estimate dates for events that I couldn't place before.

    More importantly, this class made me appreciate my life more than I did.  That might sound cheesy, but it's true.  It's so easy to take things for granted--political stability, human rights, national identity, even climate.  But some people live their whole lives without any of that and without the ability to find it.  That's daily life for millions of people.

    The Hunger Games hits theaters today.  I'm not going to turn this post into an opinionated spiel, but let me just say this: why not read about dystopias from history, ancient or recent?  What does a fictitious trilogy teach us about sadistic dictatorships that we couldn't learn from real people?
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    Saturday, 10 March 2012

    Chesterton and Conrad on Facts

    Posted on 16:29 by simmo
    © Daniel J Maxwell

    In the last few days, I've been perusing two radically different books: G. K. Chesterton's The Club of Queer Trades (a first-rate audiobook) and Joseph Conrad's Heart of Darkness (my beloved publicity copy).  The first is a humorous collection of adventures in Victorian London.  The second is a profound, psychological study set in Africa under British imperialism.  Two books could not be more unlike.  But while I was reviewing some of the more outstanding quotes today, it struck me both books have similar things to say...on the subject of facts.

    It's a weird coincidence.  I have a habit of reading multiple books at once, but between books of different genre, there is rarely such a complete, simultaneous overlap of message/meaning.  If it doesn't bore you to tears, read the excerpts below and tell me if I'm just seeing things:

       "Facts," murmured Basil, like one mentioning some strange, far-off animals, "how facts obscure the truth. I may be silly—in fact, I'm off my head—but I never could believe in that man—what's his name, in those capital stories?—Sherlock Holmes. Every detail points to something, certainly; but generally to the wrong thing. Facts point in all directions, it seems to me, like the thousands of twigs on a tree. It's only the life of the tree that has unity and goes up—only the green blood that springs, like a fountain, at the stars."

    * * *

        "But, after all," I said, "this is very fanciful—perfectly absurd. Look at the mere facts. You have never seen the man before, you—"
        "Oh, the mere facts," he cried out in a kind of despair. "The mere facts! Do you really admit—are you still so sunk in superstitions, so clinging to dim and prehistoric altars, that you believe in facts? Do you not trust an immediate impression?"
    - Chesterton


       For a time I would feel I belonged still to a world of straightforward facts; but the feeling would not last long. Something would turn up to scare it away. Once, I remember, we came upon a man-of-war anchored off the coast. There wasn't even a shed there, and she was shelling the bush. It appears the French had one of their wars going on thereabouts. Her ensign dropped limp like a rag; the muzzles of the long six-inch guns stuck out all over the low hull; the greasy, slimy swell swung her up lazily and let her down, swaying her thin masts. In the empty immensity of earth, sky, and water, there she was, incomprehensible, firing into a continent. Pop, would go one of the six-inch guns; a small flame would dart and vanish, a little white smoke would disappear, a tiny projectile would give a feeble screech -- and nothing happened. Nothing could happen. There was a touch of insanity in the proceeding, a sense of lugubrious drollery in the sight; and it was not dissipated by somebody on board assuring me earnestly there was a camp of natives -- he called them enemies! -- hidden out of sight somewhere.

    * * *
    I believed it in the same way one of you might believe there are inhabitants in the planet Mars. I knew once a Scotch sailmaker who was certain, dead sure, there were people in Mars. If you asked him for some idea how they looked and behaved, he would get shy and mutter something about 'walking on all-fours.' If you as much as smiled, he would -- though a man of sixty -- offer to fight you. I would not have gone so far as to fight for Kurtz, but I went for him near enough to a lie. You know I hate, detest, and can't bear a lie, not because I am straighter than the rest of us, but simply because it appalls me. There is a taint of death, a flavour of mortality in lies -- which is exactly what I hate and detest in the world -- what I want to forget. It makes me miserable and sick, like biting something rotten would do. Temperament, I suppose. Well, I went near enough to it by letting the young fool there believe anything he liked to imagine as to my influence in Europe. I became in an instant as much of a pretence as the rest of the bewitched pilgrims. This simply because I had a notion it somehow would be of help to that Kurtz whom at the time I did not see -- you understand. He was just a word for me. I did not see the man in the name any more than you do. Do you see him? Do you see the story? Do you see anything?
    - Conrad
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    Wednesday, 29 February 2012

    In some cases..

    Posted on 13:33 by simmo
    ...ignorance is most certainly bliss.

    That's all.
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    Wednesday, 15 February 2012

    Exeunt!

    Posted on 16:28 by simmo

    Thus the Club would not receive a man simply because he chose to pass his days collecting broken sardine tins, unless he could drive a roaring trade in them. Professor Chick made that quite clear. And when one remembers what Professor Chick's own new trade was, one doesn't know whether to laugh or cry. - The Club of Queer Trades / G. K. Chesterton


    I tried my utmost to listen to an audiobook of The Club of Queer Trades, but, as with most books absorbed at bedtime, it lasted about twenty minutes before I started falling hopelessly asleep. Oh well...I'll keep trying.

    In other news...my poetry book is finally finished.  Words don't describe (haha, no pun intended) how happy this makes me feel.  It's the kind of happiness that eclipses emotion.  Because I've been ready for it to be finished for so long--the last poem to be finished was begun in August 2011, which feels ridiculously recent even though it isn't.  The book as a whole was started in 2008 or 2009.  It's high time for it to exit the 'work-in-progress' stage... 

    Now I've just got to finish up the title, cover, and format details before submitting it to FastPencil.  I'm taking a good deal of time with this, but hey, if I've waited this long, I can wait a little longer to do it right!  Also, I can move on to finishing up my other projects.  And more poetry, of course.

    Poetry is so point-blank.  It go straight to the heart of the matter, delves right into the message of the words, no stopping or detours.  I remember meeting a violin teacher who said that the "Tchaikovsky (violin concerto) goes straight to the heart.  But Brahms (violin concerto) takes a detour to your heart."  It's an apt illustration, and I find the same applies to novels and poems.  My biggest failure as a novel-writer (and greatest attribute as a math student?) is an impatience to get to the root of the problem.  Actually, impatience is one of my faults, period...

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